She don't know she's beautiful (never crossed her mind)

I had a really good idea coming into this now, but it's not important... I can't talk about what's consuming my mind right now. So I'll try and change the subject. Okay... I want someone to write me a song to sing. I love soul, and singers who've got it. I think I could have it. I've never heard myself sing outside of my head though. I still want to be a rockstar though. I would still find that uber enjoyable. {I wonder what this will do to us} nope, can't think about that right now... Okay, I guess this might not work... Dangit! I want to stop feeling numb now. Someone make me accountable. better stop now, save for I say too much...