It seems that lately I am hopelessly depressed. I can be in a good mood; but that mood is hollow. One thing taken the wrong(or right) way can completely shatter it, and I'm slung back into a hopeless vortex of nothingness. It's not fun. I'm not too excited about it. I also don't know why it is; nor how to change it. I can do the whole: pretend to be happy and you'll be happy thing. But that is the easily shattered rouse that I've been attempting lately. It is not happening. I know that happiness is a choice. and I want to be happy. Maybe it's clinical. Maybe I'm a hypocrite. Maybe there really is no hope.
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